They say when you are missing someone, they are probably feeling the same, but I don’t think it’s possible for you to miss me as much as I’m missing you right now.

I miss you darling. I will be waiting for you (:

Happy 8th month together darling!! :D

Darling, you're going to Australia soon for 1 month. I'm gonna miss you like hell I'm sure of that. I can't imagine not hearing your voice for 1 month, except for the voice recording of yours from 8months ago. lol! The one before you went to Brunei (: Whenever I hear it, I will smile like crazy. I listen to it wherever I go, more than a few hundred times I guess :S You know you always make me melt with your cheeky smile n your wink. Whenever I see you, somehow I will transform into a little girl and be so happy and cheerful! Your jokes are always funny to me no matter how lame it is lol. You are so charming and cute & hot hehe.

I love the way you always hold me tight all the time, when we are crossing the road, when we are on the mrt. You will always prevent me from losing my balance. I love your tanned skin and your muscles haha!!! :X I love the way you always say me when I do something blur cause I know you care about me although I get pissed sometimes lol. I just love you so so so much you know? Thanks for always paying for me, bringing me to eat good food & buying things for me.

I never wanna be separated from you. You are damn important to me. I love you and I know you love me too!! =D

This is the present that Darling made himself for my birthday!! It's our photo and beautiful decorations around it in a photo frame. It's on my shelf!! <33

Anyway, time flies like a rocket, I can't believe it's been almost 1 year since Olevels ended. I still remember how we go to night study everyday, all the valuable memories. I really miss nchs. Poly life can never be compared to Secondary school life. In poly, you walk past strangers everyday because there are too many students. In sec sch, we bond and have fun all the time, u walk past different classes but they are all your friends and familiar faces. Ok what I really wanna say is, I wanna meet up with my besties who are studying very hard for their promos right now. I ALSO WANNA HAVE A CLASS OUTING SOON !! CHALET would be better :DD
I miss MEL & BEL :(

School's starting soon :(

" It is often hard to fall asleep again after a nightmare. The mind may still be actively involved in the events that have caused fear and the sudden wakening. Recurrent nightmares may make the sufferer fearful of falling asleep and cause anxiety and other sleep problems. "

Yeah this is what's happening to me! I don't wanna have nightmares anymore. I cannot sleep well at night, I'm afraid of closing my eyes. Someone save me?

And.. I don't understand why some of the people say I think too much. I didn't think about it during daytime but the nightmares are just haunting me. Argh

:( Hi dark eye circles... My new found bff. Zzzz